It was a bad night after all even though workload ain't heavy. Due to our negligence, we cause a patient to suffer. The scary thing is not the scoldings we have to face from the boss, its e guilt that the patient developed phobia because of us. The mistake we made was really serious and I don't really know what we have to face next. Its suppose to be a fantastic downtime night and yet fuck thing just have to happen to spoil everything.

It has been tough on LAW cause she has to do everything like crazy, and i was just there fuck stoning all the time. I am seriously damn fucking useless alright. Almost a year in the job and what have I learnt actually? Worst comes when a fucking newcomer in the lab makes me feel even more foolishly brainless with her fucking "100 000 Whys". Sometimes luck isn't going to be a good sign in ANY WAY. Perhaps its just a warning for you to be more enthusiastic in learning how to solve problems that you wouldn't be encountering any time soon. And now due to my everything-take-for-granted, I am suffering EVERYDAY. Imagine mistakes made everyday. What comment should I give? Just fuck myself off.

I don't mind getting scolded for the mistakes I made, but I don't want to drag others into the picture to suffer with me, be it patient or colleague. I mean like fuck off la you want to suffer just fucking go to one corner and suffer on your own, why do you have to make people's life so difficult. I seriously don't want anyone to carry all the burden for me just to make my mistake less serious. I ain't going to feel relieve. I know the intention is to protect me, but when it in turns cause misery to someone else, I'm going to carry a heavier guilt in me. People thik that I'm useless, that's enough, don't have to drag others in.

I don't know if its due to the lack of sleep or whatever fuck reasons, but I'm feeling superb fucking depress at this moment. I'm afraid I already showed myself I'm incompetent for the job, I'm afraid there won't me any pair nights for me and LAW, I'm afraid worse is yet to come, I'm afraid I can't take it anymore, I'm afraid its time for me to leave.

Please don't.
Its suppose to be a good year to start anew, isn't it?
Fuck somebody just tell me EVERYTHING"S GONNA BE ALRIGHT.

It was a bad night after all even though workload ain't heavy. Due to our negligence, we cause a patient to suffer. The scary thing is not the scoldings we have to face from the boss, its e guilt that the patient developed phobia because of us. The mistake we made was really serious and I don't really know what we have to face next. Its suppose to be a fantastic downtime night and yet fuck thing just have to happen to spoil everything.

It has been tough on LAW cause she has to do everything like crazy, and i was just there fuck stoning all the time. I am seriously damn fucking useless alright. Almost a year in the job and what have I learnt actually? Worst comes when a fucking newcomer in the lab makes me feel even more foolishly brainless with her fucking "100 000 Whys". Sometimes luck isn't going to be a good sign in ANY WAY. Perhaps its just a warning for you to be more enthusiastic in learning how to solve problems that you wouldn't be encountering any time soon. And now due to my everything-take-for-granted, I am suffering EVERYDAY. Imagine mistakes made everyday. What comment should I give? Just fuck myself off.

I don't mind getting scolded for the mistakes I made, but I don't want to drag others into the picture to suffer with me, be it patient or colleague. I mean like fuck off la you want to suffer just fucking go to one corner and suffer on your own, why do you have to make people's life so difficult. I seriously don't want anyone to carry all the burden for me just to make my mistake less serious. I ain't going to feel relieve. I know the intention is to protect me, but when it in turns cause misery to someone else, I'm going to carry a heavier guilt in me. People thik that I'm useless, that's enough, don't have to drag others in.

I don't know if its due to the lack of sleep or whatever fuck reasons, but I'm feeling superb fucking depress at this moment. I'm afraid I already showed myself I'm incompetent for the job, I'm afraid there won't me any pair nights for me and LAW, I'm afraid worse is yet to come, I'm afraid I can't take it anymore, I'm afraid its time for me to leave.

Please don't.
Its suppose to be a good year to start anew, isn't it?
Fuck somebody just tell me EVERYTHING"S GONNA BE ALRIGHT.

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